one step at a time :)

newwww blog!

journeytodiscoverme.tumblr.com

if you’re a healthy, active fitblr still then feel free to follow :) id just had enough of this blog and it really lacked motivation. im starting off fresh with a new start weight!

deleting this tumblr

yuss, again having thoughts about it. tumblr is SUCH a distractor for me. and its not that i want to leave this time, but i need to focus more and the internet is too much of a distraction. 

that being said, ill probably still lurk peoples blogs i like 

hmm…..

anyone who loves me enough, i still have an msn, facebook, personal blog (inactive, but still there) 

kind of gonna be sad to say bye to this community, but its lost so many people that i used to follow and i feel like now its my turn

anyway, im gonna wait a day or so.. and i need to save my progress pics somewhere since theyre the only ones ive got left

if i miss it too much, ill be back ;) xxx 

Don’t drop out! Just try as hard as you can. You CAN do this! Just head down, bum up until the exams are over. You can do it!! :]

its soooo much easier to tell myself to put up with it and just study, than it actually is to do it :(

starting to get really stressed re hsc (school)

half yearlies are coming up in 2 weeks and i am NOT ready!!! and if everyone around me wasnt freaking me out, i think id actually be okay with it all! i just feel so much pressure and stress and anxiety around me, and its making me feel like if i fail i wont have any hope later on in life

:( i want to drop out and save all this stress!

came home to this (gorgeously) random little girl

i was out getting some veggies and i came home and mum comes to the door and tells me we have a “visitor”. without any clue of who, i walked further into the house to see this little 2 year old sitting on the couch watching yo gabba gabba. i was so so confused, and at one stage thought she got lost and came to our house lol

but my dads got some guys over because theyre starting a new band, and one of them has a little girl who obviously needed to be looked after. so i asked mum how old she is and what her name is, but mum didnt know, he just dumped this little girl on us for a few hours :P i found out from the girl her name is lola, or at least she told me it was. shes got such high confidence for a little girl in a strangers house! she was dancing and running around and everything lol

she just left though, because her mum came to pick her up and she started screaming because we’d just gotten into some drawing :( strange way to end the afternoon, but i wouldnt complain if i had to look after her again coz shes so cute!

other than that, these people are a completely random mix. my dad (whos like in his 50s), this young guy whos bulky, but not fat, my dads mate whos late 40s id say and from like spain or something.. oh god im terrible at guessing accents, and this other guy who looks much younger and more into it than my dad and his friend

just trying to figure out where my dad and his friend found these guys…